Just another day

Good afternoon or whatever time it is;
Today is just another day that I need to get through all of life's trials and tribulations without using. For the most part I feel pretty positive but who knows what will happen throughout the day. The one thing I do know is I have the "tools" to use if something does comes up. By that I mean knowing how to handle any situation that would arise. The BIGGEST part is to just do it!. I've been through all the training enough times to know this BUT the hardest part for me is DOING IT!!! Believe me, I've had to suffer the consequences to many times not to know, but it still is hard. I do find that when I listen and do the right things my life is so much EASIER and HAPPIER. For example just having to go to work everyday at a job that I don't like at all, SUCKS big time but then again after losing all the good jobs because of all the dumb shit I did, well it's pretty humbling. So I do it, not because I like it but rather because I have to if I want to get anywhere in life like normal people do.
So just for today I will keep on moving forward and deal with life "One day at time". As I've stated in earlier posts I will continue to keep up with this project for one, because it helps me feel good about myself, and two, just maybe I can help someone going through the same thing or by not making the same mistakes I did. In closing I hope you all can have a great and clean day. Till next post...."Recovering" Ron