Feelin Good

Hello Folks:
Hope everyone had as good a weekend as I did. there were a few disappointments but life went on. I did a couple things that help me to stay clean too. One, was going to an AA meeting, (I try hitting these as much as I can) and attending my first AA picnic. As I get to know more people it gets easier to be able to do these things. I'm not much on being involved in these type of things but as i continue on my own personal journey I am finding out that these types of things are actually kind of fun. Being able to be outside with people instead of hiding and being high all the time...WOW..FEELS GREAT!! Please don't get me wrong, it's not easy, all these changes, but after all I've been through it IS a much more sane and easy way of life. I still get all the crazy thoughts of partying and missing my old party friends, but you know what? I've found that I have been given back the friends and my BEST friend I had since I was a child. I no longer have to hide and I have just as much fun with him and his family as ever. I'm so grateful to still have them. After all, I left them, they didn't leave me. I've even got to give him the credit for starting me on this idea with Blogging. Being able to put this out there for anyone to read actually make me feel good about myself and if it can actually help someone in need, that's just a bonus. I have tons more to say but for now I must get ready to be responsible and go to work so I hope everyone that reads this has a great dat and continues staying clean..."Recovering" Ron